So what do I do when I've tried everything? I've gone to counseling ,I've been hospitalized, I've signed up for different programs,ive done so much to help myself to be a better person and ease myself out of depression to be a good mother,and I can't. I no longer want this life,I don't even want my son. I feel like a lost cause a waste of space and I'm not sure how much more I can take.
Find a medication that works for you. You have plenty of options. Maybe you need a different counselor - one you can connect with.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
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Depression is a very difficult thing. Don’t give up hope. Talk therapy did wonders for me - more than medication ever did. The counselor you had may just not work for you. Try a different one. I actually had more success with online help using a site called betterhelp.com. I didn’t expect to like it. I signed up for a 7-day trial and I still use it now. It has helped me immensely. You want someone you can really open up to and can give you resources and tips on ways to combat the things you’re having trouble with.
Feel free to message me if you want some ideas on what to try. ❤️