So what do I do when I've tried everything? I've gone to counseling ,I've been hospitalized, I've signed up for different programs,ive done so much to help myself to be a better person and ease myself out of depression to be a good mother,and I can't. I no longer want this life,I don't even want my son. I feel like a lost cause a waste of space and I'm not sure how much more I can take.
Find a medication that works for you. You have plenty of options. Maybe you need a different counselor - one you can connect with.

Another big day tomorrow...I'm trying to prepare myself for another heart surgery tomorrow. It's hard but I gotta be strong for Kamren. I've never loved anyone so much. All I want to do is hold him and watch him sleep

I want to do a maternity shoot but I've been a little nervous about it because I was plus size before pregnancy..and I didn't think I would have a "normal" pregnancy belly but this picture gave me so much hope! I will definitely be doing one now😁
So how do you Ladies feel about birth control. I'm against it cause I want my body to do what it naturally does. I've faced infertility issues so I'm not for it but my mom feels I should be on it after I have Tyson.
Ahh. I have so much homework this week and I don't want to do any of it 😑
Depression is a very difficult thing. Don’t give up hope. Talk therapy did wonders for me - more than medication ever did. The counselor you had may just not work for you. Try a different one. I actually had more success with online help using a site called betterhelp.com. I didn’t expect to like it. I signed up for a 7-day trial and I still use it now. It has helped me immensely. You want someone you can really open up to and can give you resources and tips on ways to combat the things you’re having trouble with.
Feel free to message me if you want some ideas on what to try. ❤️