Eli is having a horrible time he has an middle ear infection he's teething his temp keeps spiking to 104°he can't keep anything down he's losing weight and he just wants to sleep in mommies arms.... CPS says no co- sleeping so I can't hold him all night and poor Clair doesn't understand that bubba is sick and that mommy does want her with me but if I don't take her to daycare that I could lose her... Ok maybe I'm having a hard time with all of this to I've done nothing but cry tonight and hubby is such a heavy sleeper he can't reassure me of anything