Sometimes I wish it was just me and my kids. Their dad and I are together. However he does not have a job , he does not contribute or help me at all with bills , and tonight my daughter is up not feeling good and I'm up with her , while he is fast asleep after I worked 12 hours today and have to work 12 hours tomorrow as well. He never loves on me or makes me feel loved. I can't afford a baby sitter as I am sinking in bills . So he does keep the kids. And they are both daddies babies during the day. I wish I could leave . I long to feel loved and be helped out financially. I am do depressed and don't know what to do. I feel so alone .