I don’t go to therapy until tomorrow but this situation is still bothering me and I really need someone to talk to....I just feel so alone
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase? I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say... Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Beonka·
Мама сына (1 год)
@aareina17, I don’t understand what me and my baby did to deserve this....it’s pics of him out with her on days that I needed his help with our son....what did I do to be thrown away? I was still trying.....our baby needed him....he’s driving around in my car getting parking tickets....I gotta pay them.....This is killing me....it’s just too much
Melina R·
Мама двоих (младенец)
Very disrespectful on his part... my mom once told me if you ever want to let a person go, focus on all the negative... you deserve better. Karma will get him. Don't be surprised when the same woman he's with does it right back to him...
Beonka·
Мама сына (1 год)
@ms.shanelleh, thank you
Beonka·
Мама сына (1 год)
@melinanae, yeah....me too 😥
Melina R·
Мама двоих (младенец)
Omg I am soooo sooo sorry that you are dealing with that...
Beonka·
Мама сына (1 год)
@melinanae, yeah it’s a lot
Melina R·
Мама двоих (младенец)
Beonka·
Мама сына (1 год)
@johnsonarriel24, I fucking hate him....but deep down I’m still in love with him and I don’t know why. I don’t ever wanna see or look at him again especially since he has another woman now. I was trying to communicate with him and all he did was shut me and our baby out while he was out with another woman
Beonka·
Мама сына (1 год)
@johnsonarriel24, he basically shut me and my son out of his life, neglected his responsibilities as a father, and started seeing this girl and has been taking her out on dates and supporting her at her plays (she’s a college theater student) while he did absolutely nothing for our son. He’d take her on dates and get parking tickets in the car we got together for our son and leave them for me to pay for.
Beonka·
Мама сына (1 год)
@johnsonarriel24, we don’t talk....we aren’t going to therapy....and he has a new girlfriend that he claims is the most “beautiful and intelligent woman he’s ever met” he told me he doesn’t love me and he wants a future with her
Arriel Johnson·
Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого
@beezy_mcflyy but therr is still love there...maybe in therapy u can open up to him...read his body language as u talk...listen to his tone wen he talks,maybe yall can work it out in time...
Beonka·
Мама сына (1 год)
@johnsonarriel24, sadly yes but after what he’s done I can’t even bare to look at him, I don’t even wanna hear his voice, everything about him disgusts me....
Mimi·
Мама дочки (2 года)
I’m here if you need me❤️
Arriel Johnson·
Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого
@beezy_mcflyy do u want him back ?