So. In about 4 hours I go In and I will be told if I am having a baby today. I am terrified and paranoid and cannot get bad thoughts out of my head. I can't sleep because I keep imagining what's going to happen and none of the scenarios I think abo it are good. I keep thinking I'm going to lose my baby boy. I don't know why I can't get that thought out of my head but it's driving me crazy and I can't sleep. As for now my baby is fine. Wiggling like crazy and letting me know he's still in there and he's okay. My baby has to be okay. I don't know what i would do if I lost a child. Part of me wants to avoid the doctor because I'm scared of something being wrong but there's also a part of me who wants this to be over with. I just want my baby boy out and in my arms safe and healthy so I can stop worrying.
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Take a warm bubble bath and listen to some calming music and just chill there. It always helps me calm down. You'll be fine. Congrats btw
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
Before u become pregnant think of this
Do I want to be uncomfortable as hell for 40-42 weeks?
Do I want to be in horrible pain for up to 14-16 hours even longer
Can I handle pushing a big ass head through my vagina
Can I handle this with no pain meds(sometimes u can't make it in time)
Do I want to go to the hospital 10x before I'm actually in labor.
Because inducing your labor at 32-37 weeks for your own selfish needs or getting a csection to do it the "easy" way is just plain selfish and FYI a...
I have the same worries sometimes it drives me crazy I don't even like going to the doctor's cuz I always think they're going to tell me something's wrong pregnancy causes more anxiety because your hormones are everywhere:( just pray everything will be okay hun