As if having a baby at 29weeks, being in the nicu, being hours away from home, and not seeing my other kids in almost 2 weeks, and having problems producing more than 10ml of milk at a time, isn't bad enough...my husband is about to see a side of me he's not going to like if he keeps being a fucking selfish dick. This is NOT about you asshole! Im so over this whole thing. I just want my baby home so I have the freedom to leave if I need to. I know I'm going to be single at some point, it should have happened well before now I just cant bring myself to do it.