Making coffee, hubby is of to work, I'm so exhausted these vivid nightmares are making it so hard to get sleep and feel safe. I wake up crying in my sleep and shaking uncontrollably....
On another note.... I think I'm just gonna say no to a baby shower yet again cause no one wants to come. This is baby 6 and ive never. Been able to have a baby shower... Guess it was just not meant to be why do I even bother.... Feeling like an emotional wreck
@tattedmommy2018 same here no friends and no one in my family cares I talk to my in laws way more and have a better relationship
@toshagager1988 that's crappy. My mom has Benn having problems since her fiance got into an accident so I can't blame here. But I have no friends and the rest of my family don't care
@tattedmommy2018 I know the feeling I just don't talk to anyone my sisters or mom will call me when they want something other than that we don't have a relationship
@toshagager1988 it sucks.. I'm just gonna give up
I know how u feel I had a baby shower for my 1st but no one knew the gender and everyone bought girl stuff I had a boy I wsnted to do something with my 3rd but no one cares or wants to be involved and I've always thought a gender reveal party would be so cool but no one cares or wants to come
So idk if I’m an asshole for thinking this but a girl I used to go to school with is having her 3rd kid and she’s planning a baby shower and she had one with her other two. I feel like a baby shower is something you do with ur first pregnancy. I live far from my family so I didn’t have one but i did have a baby registry and I’m not even doing that with this pregnancy. Idk I just feel like 3 baby showers is a lot! Especially when she gets things handed to her. Idk maybe I’m an ass for thinking that
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
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My child is NOT disgusting just because he has HFMD. I feel beyond awful that he even has it, but now I feel like facking shat since my family makes it seems like he's so disgusting. I'm just gonna lay in bed and cry ??
I see so many mommies giving their babies rice cereal to sleep even though it's not recommended? Why?
I talk to my father in laws and my hubby siblings, my mom, my fiance and my brother. And 2 other people that's it