So I got about 10 minutes shut eye. Barely forced Hamza to sleep with me by swaddling, white noise, singing and cuddles.…

Do you have any family or friends near that could come take over while you have a hour x @noshinxoxo

This is what scares me the most is having 2 kids even i do get support from my husband that's when he gets home from work other than that I dnt my whole family r in Bristol and in-laws r few here in Manchester but they can be busy doing there own things 🙂..

i rather have kids with bit of a gap if u do have support then by of course it's different then x i hope u get ur rest i can imagine how u must be feeli v 😓

Oh u have had a rough day or week even!! Can only imagine how tired you are hopefully this won't last too long you can get through this!!!! Xxx

@chesscalouise @erincharlie1226 Thank you all ladies, just knowing other mums get my struggles helps. Unfortunately in laws family are all busy with young kids of their own and work. My family are 250 miles up north lol. But honestly @sara87 at the same time I wonder how mums do the school runs with a newborn. You'd still have to wake early to drop them off and you'd have to disturb baby's naps for school pickup. Like many say, one is one, two is twenty. Age gap regardless? But defo, today was a growth spurt day and some days are stupid difficult, all mums know that :) xx

@noshinxoxo trust me it gets easier the early days are the hardest xx