I just realized why I hang on so tightly to my boyfriend. He’s been so horrible to me for months because of his…
I just realized why I hang on so tightly to my boyfriend. He’s been so horrible to me for months because of his depression.... But when our son was born he got a little better. He even started sleeping in our bed again. He needs me. I am his life line. Maybe we don’t last forever and get married and live happily ever after, but we are together now because he needs me. He was always the kind to scoff at people like me (depression and being suicidal), and yet he found himself smack dab in the middle of it when his grandma died this year. He failed at trying to kill himself (I know it’s cause a part of him may not really want to die). I’m glad he has me. I know I sound cocky, but I am exactly what he needs right now. I want nothing but happiness for him and for him to learn how to live with his pain a little better. I can’t leave him, or leave him alone, unless I know he will be okay. If we can survive this, I will be so happy. But if we can’t, that’s fine, I just want HIM to survive this.

marlena jones ·
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Wow! I am sorry that he feels like that! Please try and be as positive as you and remind me that his life has meaning and how it would affect the baby! And I hope that if he is on meds that they are not Causing him to further be depressed. And I understand on you being his only family. I am in the same boat! I am trying to hang on also to make love last! Family members close to me have had folks take their lives. So if you can or need seek help. And what you learn you use on him. So he won't feel like the victim