Sorry ladies I’m just venting tonight. I’ve been going crazy getting my son things together so I’m ready for his arrival. Since I’ve been doing this alone with help of my parents. I’ve realized a lot people who aren’t here for me sad most those people are my family. So when I told my close friend about my pregnancy she repeated how sorry she was for me because she couldn’t imagine being a single mother of two. And I just let her say whatever because I’ve always known she wasn’t strong woman like I was. So I excepted that out of her. During my pregnancy she randomly check in but would tell me once again how much it sucks for me to be pregnant and how she would hate to get big so she wouldn’t want another kid anytime soon. She has a 5 year old and currently separated from her baby father. I get text from her week or so ago she’s telling me guess what! I have news I’m pregnant.... why is it taking everything in me not to say anything but congratulations, I feel bad I’m not happy for her. I’m not a hateful person I just think she’s stupid. Lol so I’m just going to separate myself from her 🤷🏽‍♀️ I can’t be fake I know how I feel will come out. I’m not trying to be that person. Trying to better myself this year lol