Miss driving my semi some days. Loved the job. I was so independent then, owned my truck and a trailer. Life was a lot more care free then but I wouldn't change my life now for anything. Just reminiscing.
Today I got the biggest surprise of my life!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I'm back where I was four years ago feeling MORE suicidal than ever!!! my whole fucking life is falling apart. people were right I fucked up my entire life. I can't trust anyone I can't do this. I need to go.
My son, Adrian, was born a stillborn at 18 weeks and 5 days on May 19th, 2015 at 5:40 pm. It was the most beautiful, life changing moment of my life and his memory lives on with me and my loved ones. It's been the most devastating 48 hours of my life but I thank God for blessing me with his life. I'm officially the mother of an angel and I can't wait to see you again. Rest in peace, my beautiful baby boy.
Update on my crazy life!
nullnvoid·
Wow, u go girl driving the big truck! So u rent it out now
Melissa Frattinger·
Мама дочки (2 года)
@pnutbutta thanks lol. No I sold it all when we got pregnant and jumped in with hubby
Lisa·
Мама троих детей
Why didn't hubby find another driver for it? Well I guess it worked out the way it's suppose to.. Good for you 🤗 working in a more male dominated profession 😉
Melissa Frattinger·
Мама дочки (2 года)
@starting_over39 didn't want to deal with the Hassel of trying to find a driver you can trust
Cassandra·
Многодетная мама (5 детей)
Beautiful grig.