Spose your right actually but how am I spose rest though I have no energy at all, I don't want be grouchy n ratty it's not helping my relationship xx

This is nothing, at least at the minute you have the choice to laze about all day and do nothing if you don’t wanna. Once baby comes along it’s this and more, doesn’t matter how tired you are if baby wakes up at 5 am then that’s your day starting at 5 am lol. May feel frustrating but make the most of the freedom you have now, coz it’s only worse with a newborn

I mean I cried on Christmas eve because my partner wouldn't let me tidy corner up where is work stuff was, he was telling chill out don't need tidy up just leave it, relax but I actually got worked up and cried haha not normal xx

Tell me about it lol, I constantly have back and ribs ache recently, been being sick alot again, not sleeping, on top of all that I have go here or here, tidy up the lifts gone where we are do I can't really get out because I am short of breath as it is aswell as having asthma so I can't keep walking up and down the stairs as well as carry stuff I feel useless, I can't sleep I can hardly move and people still expect me do shit, I'm trying my best to help 😭

@missashleyanne I hope so, just really getting to me now, to the point where I am breaking down crying xx

This is how tired and stressed out I am I just keep typing, it's making no sense and I keep pressing the send button by fucking accident arggggghhgggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And people expect me go out and run about do still shit, walk up 3 flights of st

He has an alarm at 6, 6:30 and 6:45 so when I wake up at 5:44 thinking oh I snuggle down for a quick hour, I have all these alarms, by this time it's 7 and then I am awake for the rest of the day then I can't seem to sleep while my partner isn't here so I can't win 😞😭 just not fair I'm knackered

My night is basically fall asleep about 9:30 for example, wake up at half 12 then back to sleep till about 1-1:30 then try go back sleep as Nd wake up the next hour and next hour always until 15 mins before my partners alarm goes of for work,

I don't know because I don't feel like anything bothering, or I don't think so anyway but I had a dream last night my partner cheated on me but that was not long before I woke up this morning at quarter 6 xx

What's up hun, why you up every hour?