Sometimes I'm fine and I feel strong. Like I can do this single parent thing. And i know I can do it but every once in a while i get lonely. Dating feels impossible but loneliness sucks. Not to mention my sex drive goes up and down and I have no one around for when it's up. I just wish it were easier to find someone who is life partner material. I see so many others doing it so effortlessly. Like Mr. Right just falls into people's laps all around me and I'm the one who has only had one serious relationship that lasted 3 years. It resulted in my beautiful baby girl but also ended with the realization that we didn't really love each other after we moved in together. After we broke up I thought I found someone good but turns out he wasn't nearly as great as I thought. And now I'm single and pregnant and with watch have under my belt I feel like my chances are slim.