Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I deleted my last post🤦🏾‍♀️ I already seen that it was going left. 🥴

Is anyone going to judge me for giving my unborn son some McDonalds?

tattoo mommies let me see your sweet tattoos this is my right arm its a rose vine going around my arm and on my forearm i have two owls in love connected to it .

on my left side of my belly I have a dragon ;)

My last one before I go and pay 300 something for them miracle pills!!! 😩😩😩😩 But my life can't go on without them. 😒