I keep going from being okay to just wanting to breakdown and cry. All it takes is walking by a mirror and seeing my bump, feeling her kick, or seeing one of the things I had saved for her arrival. My SO stayed home from work today to be with me and help me prepare for Thanksgiving. All I want is to have a normal-ish couple of days before I have to have reality. So time to stop being sad, put my big girl pants on, prep some food, clean the house and try to make myself look somewhat presentable. ...

Yesterday I found out that my baby has serious structural deformities of the heart and brain. I opted for further testing, but based on what the doctors have told me...even the best case scenario is not good. Over the last 24 hours I've started to come to terms with the fact that I may never get to meet this baby and it's the hardest thing I've ever experienced. I will know more Monday and in the meantime I'm just going to try and stay strong for my family. Any positive vibes, thoughts or prayer...

Can't. Stop. Googling.

Absolutely heartbroken.

My ultrasound results were not good at all. I have to do an amniocentesis right away. I can't tell anyone else right now but I'm seriously freaking out. Please send any positive thoughts and prayers for the health of my baby.

Going to find out the gender of my little tiebreaker today 🤗💕

I swear my man's mood swings are worse than mine!
I asked him which one of us is pregnant and he said he was on his period 😂

Had the best night ever with my boo. We went out to dinner, had some great sex and just hung out all night - kid free! And he went out to get me pecan pie cuz I was craving it sooo bad! He's the best. It was so long overdue and much needed. Now it’s back to reality...can’t wait to see my babies 🤗

My mom offered to watch my kids tomorrow night for the first time in a lonnnggggg time and I'm so excited I don't even know what to do. 🤗

It's so cute when a girl has been a parent for like 6 months and they think they are parenting expert. It's fine, we all do it, but judging other moms is not the way to go. Live, learn and slow ya roll. 🖐