Sigh... Im 15weeks tomarrow.. And im just so depressed this should be the happiest time of my life and here i am crying over little stuff i used to cut but ofcourse aint doing none of that since ima have a child to look up to..any one awake and up to chat... Idk i just feel like a failure, i have fought with fertility and drs said id never conceive. Im 22 and being pregnant was so surprising but now knowing i maybe litterly alone to give birth. And alone with a child.. I need god in my life...im trying to keep faith..

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1st.time.independent.mommy2b

@bebefever94 u are in the exact situation as me... About wondering if ull be good enough for her and afraid the world will ruin her. Im scared she may follow my footsteps but im afraid i might be to over protective... Cuz i used hard i.v drugs from age 12-18 been sober 4 going on 5 yrs. And dam proud to be alive. But the drs said cuz i got liver cancer so they had to stop the treatment but they also said theres tumor on my ovary and theyll have to tye my tubes after c section so this is kind of a mirical baby im in so much pain cuz my liver cancer and it might spread since we stopped treatment. But i am leaven My faith in gods hands. He wont ever give you something u cant handle keep ur chin up sweety and thats awsome when are u due? Im due april 11- or 13th. Ima try an hold m in until the 13th cuz the 11th isa day i lost my close sister... But if i have my baby idk the gender yet until the 24th. Then they said since im on medicaid i only get 2 ultrasounds the intire pregnacy how bull is that?? I done had one. But now its big enough to tell the gender and i prey theyll do a ultrasound. Im having the worst insomnia and depression girl... I do need a friend yo talk to and ur as far as me. Im scared cuz im here alone no resorces no one to pass handme downs

Im litterly screwed if i cant afford stuff my darling will go without its dad is doing everything but living paycheck to paycheck rent sucks it all

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lifebyshe
CAS·Мама троих детей

I'm also 22, took me two years to conceive doctors told me they were stumped on my fertility and I'm also 15 weeks tomorrow. I'm struggling and hurting most of the time wondering if I'll be good enough for this baby hoping I won't ruin her like the world ruined me. So if you ever want to talk or need someone to vent to you can message me

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spicybpancake
R🦖·Мама двоих (7 лет, 8 лет)

- Well Congratulations! 7 years ago I was told I would never conceive a child. After years of unprotected sex with my fiancé, we changed that. So I know how you feel. And as far as being alone, it’s hard to be alone with this app. The women on here are amazing, and do nothing but support each other. I’m glad you’re doing better.

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Awww, I'm here if you want to talk girl. Life is so hard. And day is a battle just to get up and do the simple stuff. I can't say I understand because I'd be lieing to you. But I know it's not easy, well it don't have to be easy but just be nice to have help and know someone cares and appreciates you. I don't know you and I'll probably never meet you. But I'm saying this with all honesty and love, I'll be your friend and if it was possible, I'd even give you a hug and tell you to come over and visit with me. 😊😄 But sense it's not I'm here and I'll listen and try to answer your questions. Message me anytime! If I don't answer it's not because I don't care but because I'm busy with my baby boy and my family. But I'm on here everyday. 😊

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sherilynne23
SheRiLynNe ·Мама троих детей

This app is awesome! Some of these ladies helped me thru my roughest nights. You're not alone! I may not be able to be there for you physically but I am still here. You can always message me if you need someone to talk to. And I know there's a ton of ladies on here that feel the same!

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sherilynne23
SheRiLynNe ·Мама троих детей

Hey hun, hang in there! It's ok to feel this way. You have a ton of extra hormones right now that are messing with you. It's completely normal to experience depression thru out the pregnancy. You are stronger than you know. And this child is lucky to have you. I know what it's like to feel alone and be alone thru out all of this. My first child's father left me 3 weeks after she was born, and I was 19 at the time. My recent baby girls father left me 3 days after I told him I was pregnant smh. You will get thru this!!

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