I just need to vent and get this off my chest!!! It’s been almost a year since my dad passed away... he was my best…
I just need to vent and get this off my chest!!!
It’s been almost a year since my dad passed away... he was my best friend. He was the only family I left like I had left in my life... him and my mother were having ups and downs.... once his passing happened my mother went over bored with drinks... she’s always been a drunk but as we called it a maintain her job and life... in the past 10 years my mom and Our family have lost most of our close family. Her mother brother father and another brother then my dad... in the past 4 years we lost 3 people in a short period of time... she went on a bender.... almost lost her job house everything... after I lost these last 3 people has made me so strong having no friends to run to but one because all of my old friends aren’t ideal for my children to be around... and I have a lot of family... but they are never their... it really sucks to have to do everything in life pretty much alone. I chose to be a stay at home mother because I wanna try to do better then what my mom did I wanna be their for my children... I wake up everyday hoping today is better day! I go with the flow I have seen some bad stuff in life but that made me the woman I am today!! My first child showed me how to love and care for another person for her I’m am so great full for her and my son everyday