Okay I have to bitch right now. So with me being off due to having the baby money was tight. So my husband decides to go back to work at a strip club, doing security. Which is where he worked when we got together, and it wasn't an issue at all. But then he had never cheated on me. Or so I thought. And I didn't find out until after he quit due to me being pregnant with my daughter who is now 3.i mean he hasn't done anything wrong in over a year, or at least not gotten caught.. Anyway, I am so insecure right now. I feel like I'm such a horrible person and I'm not attractive. And I just feel like I'm not good enough. I've had 4 kids now, I will never have a body like a stripper, or dancer, whatever. He honestly makes me feel like I'm going insane like im a fucking nutcase for being bitchy with him for ignoring my calls. He does security there, that does not mean stand around and watch them!! I used to model for Christ sake, i shouldn't feel this way. And I have never been jealous over anyone ever. I never got jealous I only got even. And now I'm broken. I've never felt so low in my life. I just want to give up. 💔💔💔
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@morganmommy79 girl you are the only person that knows what I'm going through. No one I knows has ever experienced anything like it. And thank you btw. But I would love to talk to you sometime.
I know exactly how you feel. Idk if my ex cheated physically but he was talking to other women and into porn etc. behind my back. You are a much stronger woman than I am. I wouldn't even be able to date a man that worked at a strip club. That alone makes you awesome in my eyes. But when my ex did all that I felt so ugly and unwanted. I still haven't recovered from that. I'm remarried now and it's so hard to build up my self esteem. I'm even over eating to fill that void. Anyway, I hate that you have to feel that way. It sucks. And we're neighbors practically! You're about 45-50 minutes from me. 🙂
Are you feeling this way because he went back to work there? Is there any way to talk to him about how you feel and have him find a different job? My fiance used to work at a club doing security when we met but he quit when we got together because he said he found it inappropriate since he was honest about working there to meet girls anyway. Not saying that's your situation at all but talking to him might help.
He made u this way! How can u blame yourself or let him blame you when he did this to you!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I feel like all you girls on here hate me 😔 so I'm gonna delete this app ✌️
Absolutely heartbroken. Last night alot of stuff happen between me and my partner he got physical with me to the point he dragged me across the house and I'm at my mums now safe. I'm just so heart broken and upset I feel sick I can't eat or sleep I never thought this would happen to me I just wanted a family now I will have to raise my baby at my mums. I feel like I've lost everything
being on bed rest for preterm labor kind of sucks. I never had any problems with my first son besides getting really fat. but I feel like I can't do anything. #1 its way to painful for me to even do small things #2 I feel like our roommates and everyone else just looks at me like I'm lazy.. :P #3 I feel so helpless. .. doctor said no going for walks. no sex. no cleaning. no nothing. just have to be in bed or on the couch.
@seckman813, any time! I really hope things work out in your favor.