Watching my baby boy sleep and just seeing how much he's grown in just 4 short months and I'm having a meltdown 😭💔

@fatumaali1410, definitely! That number just shocked me

@courtt that's so much money thats gone to those apartments, glad y'all are taking a big step into buying a house

@fatumaali1410, exactly. We added up how much we spent at our apartment in 2 years and it was 20k we were so surprised so we're buying a house

@courtt aww I wanted to have a boy first but i wouldn't trade my first as my daughter she's everything. Omg these apartments aren't cheap either and I hate it because our money is going to waste and this place won't ever be our own forever

@fatumaali1410, I was dying for a girl but I'm so happy I got this little boy he's awful special 😊 we stayed in an apartment omg I couldn't do it. Stairs to steep and hate hearing other people. Had to get out of there

@courtt yes that's a good plan, when the time is right you guys can figure out your next step and yes we wanna buy a house but not yet we just signed another lease on this apartment but it won't be a forever thing.. aww girls can turn into daddy's girls, that's how my daughter is lol. I still want all girls though

@fatumaali1410, we're fortunate enough where I'm able to stay home with baby boy while his father works 4 days and off 3. Got some things we are wanting to get done before having another in the phase of buying a house and start my next semester in January so we shall see! Definitely need me a girl tho this little boy is OBSESSED with his daddy

@courtt I miss those days, I was home everyday with my daughter for a year, but now that I'm working it sucks because I'm not with her every waking moment... lol go for it the more babies the marrier. I want a big family. You can still graduate college

@fatumaali1410, I swore I'd grad college before having another but I'm really doubting it now lol

@fatumaali1410, oh my gosh I hate waking up in the morning but when I look over and tell my little man good morning and he just smiles and reaches for me oh my gosh is the most wonderful feeling I've ever felt! Instantly my day is the best everyday 💙

@courtt I bet our babies think that once in a while, and their cute little smiles that melt your heart and omg yesss we been wanting to try for another one soon, all my friends babies are giving me baby fever

@fatumaali1410, I bet you if he was awake he'd look at me like seriously mom quit crying and get it together. Ugh this just gives me baby fever!

Omg yes enjoy this time with him while he's tiny and can't run off to his dad lol. Babies grow in a blink of an eye. I still can't believe my daughter will be 2 soon