On Thursday morning, I thought I had miscarried. I thought I was only a few weeks pregnant. so I tried to let it pass. I was sad and heart broken then. On Friday, I went to the ER cause I broke out in a fever and I was having labor pain. Little did know, I was actually 19 weeks pregnant! We found out the baby was still alive. I was told that my cervix was too weak so it caused an infection in my uterus. How the infection happened? They said if I was sick or ate something bad could've caused it. I was sick the day I found out. So now they told me that I have been breached the Baby is too far down. I have to give birth but the baby won't survive... I gave birth to the most perfect baby boy. His name is Skylar. He looks just like his brother.. I love him so much.. yesterday I had to say good bye to him. The pain of losing him is harder than I could imagine.