I don't know how to explain it really, it was kind of a revelation and I don't use that word lightly. It was a combination of things...
Shopping with Sammy at the store this weekend, doing the training, talking with my new mentor...
I discovered that I haven't truly been doing the things I do for ME! And it was this Ah Ha moment. This holy shit moment.
I've been going through the motions! On auto pilot, in my fitness, my business, my life. I mean I'm doing all the right things but the heart, the passion you have when are doing things for a reason you truly believe in wasn't as deep as it needed to be.
I was doing it for my pain yes, I was doing it for my babies yes, but why wasn't I doing any of this for me?!
"Erin you've spent your whole doing things for others, you could do so much greater if you took care of you first!"
In the past, I would rush ahead if I felt things were too slow and what I realized today is that I have been cheating myself out of so much! Slowing down to enjoy me is something I should cherish not rush through
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And so I am changing my goals for these 8 weeks! I want to not just work on my body but me as a whole. I want to start to keep a journal, work more to develop who I am on the inside. I'm excited, for the first
Will you join me on my journey to find me?!
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