I've been scaring myself with my thoughts and down feeling lately and they have been progressively been getting worse over the past month. I look at my beautiful 2 month old son and feel nothing but anger and resentment, hopeless and sadness. I know that's not normal and trying to ignore it hasn't worked so here I am at the Dr's. I haven't been able to eat. I Barley sleep, my breast milk supply is suffering due to stress and depression. My son cries all the time and demands to be held constantly so I don't get time to even play with, or give attention to my one in a half year old daughter. I'm suffering and I finally told my husband who had no idea. He only saw my moodiness as a lack of sleep. I'm fortunate he us very supportive and urged me to be seen. Ladies if the scary thought and blues do not go away. Get seen. I hope today I can have the help I need to be the best mother and wife I can be.