Hubby and I got married in 2011 before he deployed. After he medically discharged from the army in 2014 we decided to start trying for a baby after 4 1/2 years of marriage.
Took us a year and we finally got pregnant two weeks before we had to see a fertility specialist. We had a baby girl born at 35 weeks of pregnancy, February 25th 2016. we are so thrilled to be parents and couldn't have asked for a better fanily. we had found out we were pregnant again Sept 28th 2016 just after our daughter tu...

So I have ever a close friend/coworker who hates that I call my son Bubba as a nickname. His name is Peyton but my daughter started to call him that instead of brother (cause she is almost2) and it stuck. Also gets annoyed at the fact that I pronounce Peyton without emphizing the ton (t part mostly) in his name. Anyone have a nickname for there kid (s) that people can't stand? How do you respond without being bitchy about it.

489 days since my last period when I found out I was pregnant with my son. Woke up this morning to happy AF. Least it happened at home and not at work when I wouldn't have anything but 1 year 4 months and 2 days.

I think I've had a chemical pregnancy cause now I've had multiple negative tests now. Makes me a little sad. Makes my husband and I regret his vasectomy. Made us realize we wanted a 3rd baby

So I've been feeling off. Little man decided to suddenly stop breastfeeding. I've been super hungry all the time. I've had back aches and headaches. Lots of discharge. My varicose veins have come back and now developed dark blue veins on my boobs. Much like when I first pregnant with my 2 babies. I have taken 4 blue dye tests all faintly positive within time frame. 2 frer and negative. I'm so confused. I want to know. I should take a digital.... It be complete surprise to me if we were consideri...

Little man had his 3 month check yesterday. Weighing 16lbs 9oz my big boy

Happy 3 months my little man

My babies. I love them

My son (left) and my nephew (right) 20 days apart in age. They are the cutest!

So yesterday escalated quicky. After telling them my fears and concerns they freaking transported me by ambulance to the ER department to be assess cause they felt like I was suicidal. I had to be babysat the whole time. They wanted me to be admitted to the psych ward cause the dr felt I was homicidal to my baby. All I wanted was help to cope and manage. I never once thought of killing my child but then again me saying that thoughts of harming my child could be translated to that....idk. they ma...

I've been scaring myself with my thoughts and down feeling lately and they have been progressively been getting worse over the past month. I look at my beautiful 2 month old son and feel nothing but anger and resentment, hopeless and sadness. I know that's not normal and trying to ignore it hasn't worked so here I am at the Dr's. I haven't been able to eat. I Barley sleep, my breast milk supply is suffering due to stress and depression. My son cries all the time and demands to be held constantly...