Feeling very very very suicidal. The docter ask me to do a zika test. Went to check my fucking results and it says negative and postive. But I've never been sick before. Ice only had morning sickness. Plus the gynecologist which is a specialist says my baby head weight and size is oke. Weight is a Lil lower then normal but is a average baby. Wtffffffffff? I swear to God if something is wrong with my baby. That's all my life on earth. Cause I'm done. I try protecting my baby with all my heart mind n soul. I don't want to fail as a mother. I want my baby healthy n normal . Can't even find a way to freaking end My life. Google full of shit tired of life.