Everything hurts inside. I'm so angry, so frustrated and yet I can't handle so much be bottled up. Hubby just told me he…
Everything hurts inside. I'm so angry, so frustrated and yet I can't handle so much be bottled up. Hubby just told me he is getting offers, knowing I want to work. Before hand we discussed and agreed that if I get a job before he gets a better one that I'll work and he'll be Mr mom. He literally said within a month of me working, if he starts a job I have to quit. It took everything I had to not cry. My nails dug into my abdomen I literally made myself bleed a tiny bit. This hurts. I can't stay in these walls. I want to go into town, interact with people, work to save up for my dream home. It seems he is hinting at me that I shouldn't work and stay trapped at home. I'm breaking down silently in the bathroom right now. I've searched for so long finding leads to getting a job. I became so happy he was going to let me work. I honestly think he's doing this on purpose...I'm so freaking hurt I want to drown in my tears.
jenn.p.·Мама двоих (5 лет, 13 лет), ждёт третьего
@j_erin, that sucks he won't met u in the middle I know how crazy it is to be stuck at home I did it for three years and then said hope I have to work I can't stay here anymore and at that time we lived with my father in law in a tiny room in the back so I couldn't d anything but be stuck on the room
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