I'm so far away from labor, but all I can think about is having a v-bac! I want that experience so…

I'm so far away from labor, but all I can think about is having a v-bac! I want that experience so bad 😩 I don't want another c-section :( recovery was horrible for me with my c-section. The contractions while breastfeeding the day after were horrendous around my wound. I know vaginal birth is painful, as well, don't get me wrong! I guess I'm just one of those people that want to experience everything that life has for us!