Still can't sleep. Still stressed and miserable over my daughters 9mo check up.
Meanwhile my SO is snoring like a wounded wildebeest. Must be nice to be so carefree.
@tired.as.a.mother, pediatrician said my daughter is underweight. She hasn't gained enough in the last three months. We were instructed to stop giving purée foods (the only food she will eat) and make sure she eats more.
It's not possible to get her to eat more unless I give her purée (because she refuses to eat anything else).
This whole week has been a nightmare and I have given up trying to get her to eat chewable food. She will do it when she is ready. For now I'm giving her as much purée and breastmilk as she can manage to choke down.
So threw up the brew but still having some contractions. I suppose it will help dilation.
Sigh so I guess my appointment for Friday to get monitoring is still on .
I hope my fluids stay consistent.
My baby is still making smacking noises so I know he's still hungry. but I need a break my boobs hurt so bad

Just ordered a bed and comforter for my daughter this feels so unreal still

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Good morning ladies. Sorry I been ignoring yall but I have been so miserable the past days I'M STILL PREGNANT my contractions would be strong for hours and it looked like I was gonna have a baby then everything just stopped so I got sent home. they said I have to wait till my appointment Wednesday so I can talk to my doctor about the next step. I HATE THIS 😢😢😩
@jlf240 when my daughter was that age i had the same problems. The pediatrician always said she was underweight but as far as being tall she was excelling. I had to give her like a baby protein shake because they wanted me to fatten her up I did it for a little bit but then I realized they are going off statistics of obese American children as long as my kid is happy and I know she's eating I really didn't care what they thought or what their statistics showed so I gave up trying to please them. The baby protein shake made her constipated and she had terrible problems from it