It has been so hard for me to put my feeling aside about Mark & just talk to him about Abel & not get upset that he acts like the past 3 years was nothing to him . It's hard to give Abel up for 3 days . It's hard to think about my life without him . It's been so hard to think about when Abel gets older and telling him why me & dad aren't together.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Ok, so my friend is wanting to get pregnant but..... Her fiancé does not want kids, at lease for another 3-5 years he said... so she came up with the idea to have me pee on a stick for her and show it to him so that he’ll be comfortable with not wearing a condom and finishing in her.. basically the whole idea is to make him think she’s pregnant already...... so I do this favor for her or should I tell my girl to chill?
He and my husband are friends through us and he’s going to invite him over...
i'm getting my baby circumcised tomorrow & it makes me so sad. i want to do it but i don't want to see him hurting :( makes me cry every time i think about it

I finally was able to get ahold of some of my old pictures of me and my fiancé, it's still so freaking hard to even look at them I miss him so much
Racial nickname
I sometimes call my lo monkey. To me he looks like a little monkey. My so says it's racist and offensive. What do you think?
Its a lot easier to explain why you left than to raise them while in an unhappy marriage. Hang in there mama!