It has been so hard for me to put my feeling aside about Mark & just talk to him about Abel & not get upset that he acts…

It has been so hard for me to put my feeling aside about Mark & just talk to him about Abel & not get upset that he acts like the past 3 years was nothing to him . It's hard to give Abel up for 3 days . It's hard to think about my life without him . It's been so hard to think about when Abel gets older and telling him why me & dad aren't together.