I feel like ppl just won't let me live down my mistake. I'm struggling so much an I can't break…

I feel like ppl just won't let me live down my mistake. I'm struggling so much an I can't break under pressure bcuz the minute I do my consequences could b sad for me an make my life worse . I'm prayin so hard right now . I wish I could just get away from everyone for like a week st8 an just relax my mind