My little sisters, sister inlaw passed away today. She over corrected and hit a ditch which then sent her car rolling.…

My little sisters, sister inlaw passed away today. She over corrected and hit a ditch which then sent her car rolling. She was pronounced dead on the scene. I had tried calling my sister to get her address for my aunt and she hadn't answered three times I tried calling finally she called I felt a relief and got excited she my life and I have to hear from her atleast once a week. But I could tell by her voice that something was wrong she said I'm sorry I'm dealing with a lot was there something important you need to talk to me about. Of course I tell her no but ask what's wrong. I get the nothing I'll tell you later so then I worry more and ask her if the twins (she pregnant) and levi her husband is ok. She said yea we are all ok baby's are great so I beg her to just talk and she breaks down tells me she just lost her sister inlaw which was also her best friend through elementary up till now. I felt awful Im not there to hold my baby sister the sister I've always been there for the sister I've raised. My husband calls to tell me and instead I told him sarina is a mess he feels bad now because he's at work and I'm not able to get to my sister. Then to top it off my mom is so inconsiderate and i just kicked her out. Seriously I'm sick of this day and ready to sleep and go to my sister in the morning.