Once this case is over, I'm going to let as many people as I can know how bad she hurt my baby. I'm so in my feelings right now. At least once a day I have to force myself to stop thinking. It's like a movie burned into my head and I just want everything normal. Im so beyond thankful that God has healed my baby so much, but I'm still so angry. I feel so bad for admitting this but I see all these women I went to school with about to have babies and I despise them, because they don't have to deal with what we had to. Though I would NEVER EVER wish this on any baby or parent, I just wish things would have gone the way they should have. He's doing so good and it makes me so happy! And it's all worth it in the end. We will all make it out of this with stronger souls and a more loving heart.