@mamadukes, I actually have panic attacks over simple things like going to the grocery store with him. In fact taking him out at all completely overwhelms me & gives me such terrible anxiety I can't stand it 😢.

@tammij1313, yes! I'm glad you can relate. It's very consuming. And it's so hard to enjoy the simple things most mothers are so excited for. It completely sucks

That's so amazing and honest and I can to relate to so much of what you've been thru... its so hard when it creeps back into your life b/c it's all consuming. I'm so tired of being sad... I feel like I've missed my little boy growing up.