This is my second pregnancy and I don't know if it's because I'm only 19 weeks and can't feel the…
This is my second pregnancy and I don't know if it's because I'm only 19 weeks and can't feel the baby kick very often but I feel like I don't have as much as a connection with my baby yet. Like I don't love it as much as I did when I was pregnant the first time. Please don't judge me!
I also have a gender scan in 2 days and I'm afraid because I want a girl so much that if it's a boy I'm going to be really disappointed. I know once the baby gets here I'll love him or her unconditionally but I don't feel that love that I felt when I was first pregnant.
And as I'm typing this I'm feeling the baby kick and have so much love. I know it's confusing but my emotions are everywhere.
Kat ·
Многодетная мама (5 детей)
I was the same way with this last pregnancy so I actually would cry because I felt like a terrible mom... but the day of my c section as soon as I saw her face I knew I'd lay my life down for her. I wanted a boy sooooo bad I felt some disappointment as well but once I started shopping I felt better.
alyssa hoffmaster·
Мама двоих (3 года, 3 года), ждёт третьего
@kateyez5, thank you! I needed that. I felt like nobody else felt like that and I was getting so annoyed with myself.
Kat ·
Многодетная мама (5 детей)
@alyssa_hoffmaster, hormones don't exactly help the situation either ☺️