I'm so glad I found this app. It makes me feel less alone. I called my grandma day before yesterday. I thought oh yea…

I'm so glad I found this app. It makes me feel less alone. I called my grandma day before yesterday. I thought oh yea she'll ask me how my babies are doing because I'm always happy when I talk about my babies. She didn't ask me how they were instead she talked and talked about her 44 year old son. She hasn't even made the effort to come and visit my 2 month old (I live an hour and a half away).she is super healthy for her age and she drives all over. I wanted to tell her how she's teething already but I didn't even get a chance to. I also found out my little brother who is 18 was in the area recently and didn't call or stop by.It could be my PP depression or whatever but it makes me upset I had moved to Idaho for almost a year with my husband but we moved back to Louisiana because my "family" is over here. No one has come to visit. My mom is taking care of her mom in Mexico she finally got to meet my both of my babies last week. Only stayed 1 night then left. It's just so fucking heart breaking because Idaho was a beautiful place but we came back. That's okay I'll get through this. I'll give my babies all the love I can .Maybe one day we can move away again. It's so sad how selfish people are.