I feel overwhelmed lately with everything going on. But one thing that is kind of stupid and really not the most important right now is still bothering me. I feel like since the episiotomy I'm just damaged. It's been over 8 weeks and I'm pretty sure I'm still swollen on the inside. Dr said at 6 week pp check that I was taking longer to heal and that she guesses 8-12 weeks. Idk what I'm going to do if I'm not healed enough for sex in 4 more weeks. This "doing other stuff" isn't cutting it anymore. I need that closeness with my hubby again. Maybe that's why I've been overly emotional lately. Lucky he's patient but my patience is running low.. I'm just hoping this is a bad few days and not pp depression starting.