Every time I go do something with my husband's family...they r always so quick to judge me and jump to talking Shit. I have to walk on eggshells. And every time I end up fighting with my husband. Is it wrong...cuz after 5 years of this I think I'm done. I think I have to just stay home from family events. But I don't know what that means for my kids going. Nobody understands that it's hard going places cuz we have 2 toddlers 15 mo apart which never planned and was a crazy surprise and it's so hard reeling in two crazy toddlers...my husband leaves me alone to handle it a lot. I get stressed sometimes. And attitude comes out to my husband sometimes cuz he's always leaving it on me. And I just don't think I can go anymore til kids r older and listen better. He says I'm an embarrassment and I'm supposed to represent him...and apparently I never act like a normal person and give him nothing to defend me with. Am I making right choice