He's not home. I don't know if he is still working or with her. I just keep wanting to call or text to see if he is even coming back. I know I don't want to know the answer. Im tried of the not knowing. Im tried of feeling like I don't matter. That my kids don't matter. He doesn't take into consideration the fact that his kids need him. He much rather try and work in something that we all know won't last. He's been playing head games with everyone.