Can't stand this anymore... I have been having depression and anxiety for many years and it only gets worse and worse everyday... All I want to do is become a mom but I can't do it yet and I have been waiting for 5 years already, this is getting too much for me... My bf says we only have to wait 2 years because for him that's just a bit but for me it's 2 years more of hell and feeling I'm useless everyday...
I feel so bad when I see girls my age (15) or even younger getting pregnant without even wanting it and that makes me feel even worse, it's like everything reminds me of what I want the most and can't have... Anybody has experienced this? Any advise or reason good enough to not give up?...
There's a depression and anxiety group here. Message @lezette, to join
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
What is wrong with me !?I'm sorry I'm always posting things that seem wrong with me but it's been 6 weeks since c section and my whole body aches like hurts and my head is killing me and I have been waking up with anxiety everyday and even when I take naps ... I'm tired and feel like blah !!! Someone else let me know this will pass please I can't feel like this I want to feel happy and good .
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
Lawyer can't do anything as of now with my ex and I have to stick with the order. Wonderful 🙄 so something even worse can happen to my precious baby boy?! I just have a bad feeling 😒😥😥
People just have a way to get to you i already feel so horrible about myself people just make it so worse for me
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