Can't stand this anymore... I have been having depression and anxiety for many years and it only gets worse and worse everyday... All I want to do is become a mom but I can't do it yet and I have been waiting for 5 years already, this is getting too much for me... My bf says we only have to wait 2 years because for him that's just a bit but for me it's 2 years more of hell and feeling I'm useless everyday...

I feel so bad when I see girls my age (15) or even younger getting pregnant without even wanting it and that makes me feel even worse, it's like everything reminds me of what I want the most and can't have... Anybody has experienced this? Any advise or reason good enough to not give up?...