I couldn't get over it, no matter how hard I tried to forgive him and even when he was treating me really good underneath it I didn't trust it. Spent a toxic two years with him still, after he cheated trying to get over it and it made things worse. Took a huge toll on my and my kids and pushed us further apart because how can you trust someone you thought you could trust but they were lying and cheating behind you back and "loving you" and smiling at you in your face - it's been years too for and were now officially not together anymore because I can't get over it :( as bad as I wanted to and to move on.. Its the worst feeling

I went through this also. I still feel the anger of being betrayed.

Similar situation happened to me, message me!