I'm the oldest out of my 4 brothers and 3 sisters. I'm my real dads first born. I'm also the last one out of my 3…

I'm the oldest out of my 4 brothers and 3 sisters. I'm my real dads first born. I'm also the last one out of my 3 sisters and 1 brother to even have a baby. I'm 23 years old if that tells you anything. I've never really been close to my real dad. Like, he "tried" to be around growing up but drugs were always more important. When I turned 19 he finally went out and got a real job, when he didn't have to pay child support on me anymore. Maybe it was just a coincidence but I don't think so. After that he's "tried" to be around more and I was letting him cause he seemed like he wanted to make up for lost time. No. I didn't see my real dad my whole pregnancy. In fact I didn't even see my step mom my whole pregnancy. I saw my two sisters once or twice. They all stopped talking to me once my second oldest sister announced she was pregnant with her second. A month after I found out I was pregnant with my first. They basically said, without saying it, sorry she's more important. I don't need them. I really don't. I have my mom and I have my step dad (who I have called daddy since I could even speak because he's raised me since I was 2 weeks old) but for some stupid reason it still bothers me that my real dad still hasn't even asked if he could come meet my daughter. He was at the hospital for both my sisters. Hasn't even said a word to me. Neither of my sisters have met her, yet I was at the hospital for both of them when they had their babies. It breaks my heart, even though I should have expected it.