I seriously seriously think I've been used by my husband for my uterus

@jessica.deshields <3

I was very fertile and had many many eggs but the chances of ectopic pregnancy is 75% and u chance losing a tube and ovary because of it.. Husband not only drinks but is 50 and takes blood pressure meds.. We didn't want to regret not trying and we were getting almost too old so we got a bank loan and did it and was successful, I know a few woman who did it and weren't successful sadly but after years of research I found the best <3 so glad we did <3 baby Shiloh is scheduled by cesarean July 18th <3

@mrs.collins, that's a blessing because when I was thinking about getting tied two years ago my dr told me it's almost impossible for a woman to get pregnant immediately after a reversal where as for a male he's faster at shooting live counts than a woman is able to produce viable eggs.

@jessica.deshields and the surgery was worse by far than a c section!! It was the most painful ever!!

Yeah it awesome it worked !! First try too, I had to be on pelvic rest 8 weeks before TTC and the odds were against us , we had to travel out of state to a fertility surgeon /specialist.. You'd think he'd straighten up , I can't say he hasn't changed but he has a lot of work to do yet

It does suck and at least we know we aren't alone. That's awesome that you done that to give him a child of his own! @mrs.collins,

@blessedaftr7yrs lmao I've been there before with him hahaha we've gotten past that bad time a few years ago lmao it has been that bad we split for four months and then once for 6 weeks , we haven't made the mistake of fighting like that in a few years, we used to drink together and naturally when he'd do this crap back then I'd be like "oh helllllll no!!!!! My balls are bigger watch this!!" Now its different because we knew what would happen, so we changed a few things , well I did anyways.. :/ he doesn't drink like that anymore and of course I Dont because we planned this baby. I had my tubes tied 15 years ago and we had the reversal surgery in the hopes he could finally be a father (he's 50 no kids) (2 previous marriages had hysterectomies) and it worked right away.. He will never let go of being a narcissist, they NEVER change. He's amazing to my two kids who are almost 15 and 16 but he's a SHITTY spouse..thank you @azayas21 as well.. He just acts like nothing ever happened and he didn't hurt my feelings and everything is fine afterwards when I feel my world is apart. Just sucks, @ @jessica.deshields it sucks Dont it?? Mannnnn....

@mrs.collins,

My husband is the same way and he wasn't when we married 6yrs ago. I told him he needs to go see a dr for bipolar and depression because I swear he's got both. One minute he's fine then the next he's mad and it's my fault even if I did absolutely nothing wrong. Then he will act like nothing ever happened and he thinks we are ok again.

I'm glad you went for a walk because I would have went to Jail 😂😂😂

I'm glad your feeling a bit better 😁

I'm okay now my battery died on my phone , so I went for a walk to check our cattle and we have 5 new babies born today!! <3 husband seen me and acted like nothing happened smh but for future reference that's what a narcissistic person does.. He is emotionally detached and doesn't have accountability for any pain he/ she inflicts on their victims.. Thank you guys so much for your words and offerings of talking <3 means a lot , if my battery wouldn't have died I'd have responded sooner.. Love u guys and this app for the support u all are great!@blessedaftr7yrs @azayas21

Are you ok love?

@mrs.collins you should be able now

Your account is private and Dont accept messages.. :/@azayas21

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I'm going to have an emotional breakdown at the reality of my situation and wth I got myself into marrying a narcissistic asshole that I've gone thru hell for just to have this baby for him.. And the way he treats me