I need advise. I feel like a complete failure. I lost my job today for two reasons... 1. No babysitter. 2. I hate it so much it has given me anxiety, a bad attitude towards everything I just didn't call. She is not a very understanding person. I just couldn't overcome it. Now though, I have no job at the moment and feel like shit. My husband makes good money but we were trying to get ahead and just get better for our family. I just don't know what to do. I have my insurance license so it won't be hard to find something else but it's not really what I want. I want my husband to say "hey take time off to raise our kids". "Relax". It has been tough raising two little ones and working full time. I give y'all women so much credit. I just want to be home with them. On top of that I have a 13 year old GIRL... lol that needs me around more. I don't know if this is all excuses because I am burnt completely out... Sorry I just need to vent.
Staying home with your children might save alot of money on daycare or babysitting depending. If i work part time like I planned after my son is born, all my money would go to daycare. So we decided I stay home and partner feels better knowing one of us is with the children
Thank y'all. Luckily my babysitter is only 160 for the both so I am keeping her lol and she is great with the kids. I'm just tired of doing the same thing. I have been raising kids since I was 20. I really have no idea who I am or what I really like to do.