So I am not that much of a Church goer. I am agnostic and have doubts with a lot of questions. My husbands family are huge about church. I was forced to go twice but I refused to go into service. My husband and I agreed that after Easter we weren't going to go anymore. Suddenly he tells his mom that we might be going every Wednesday. Without speaking to me about it.

I find no joy being forced into a place where I am uncomfortable. I am an introvert as well, which means I have anxiety around people I don't know or anxiety with crowds.

No shame those who go to Church. You do you. I just don't like it.