I know most people get anxiety and nervous before baby but I'm feeling just completely something idk. Just a ftm and my relationship with my mom is really straining my confidence on my abilities (please no bashing) she is a drug user and I have taken care of my now 14 year old sister since I turned 18 and got my own place. Its really rough not having anyone on my side of the family to call or talk to and yes my husbands family is great but I don't feel its the same as it should be. A bunch of other stuff is on my mind as well just can't begin to explain