I'm feeling so depressed. I thought I'd like being a stay at home mom but... honestly it's just tearing me down. Maybe it's because I can't go anywhere. I have no way to take the baby out unless I wanna walk with her carseat on my hip. I don't have any money/No way to work, so I can't buy a baby wearer or a stroller. And I lost all of my friends because they're teenagers and have more important things to do. Ugh 😔