You guyyyyyys! Omg this day. I dropped my phone in the toilet so it's sitting in a bag of rice. I've…

You guyyyyyys! Omg this day. I dropped my phone in the toilet so it's sitting in a bag of rice. I've been running around today like a crazy woman, 2 different doctors appointments, transporting kids, trading vehicles with my ex, got a new dining room set (not sure how I feel about it) and fighting with my SO so bad!!! I want this baby out but I don't even want SO near me at the moment and at the same time I'm PISSED that he's not giving me the attention I think I need!!!! The midwife thinks my baby is close to 8 lbs already and she said "really really long" 😩 I'm gonna birth a beast of he doesn't come soon! I'm only 1.5 cm dilated, 50%effaced, and he's at -2 station which means he's dropped a LOT since last week but he's still up in there!!! My kids are constantly fighting with each other. Emotionally I'm beat. And sadly, the thing that bummed me out most all day was that I couldn't log on here and vent to y'all about everything!!! So thanks for being here. Sorry bout the rant. ❤️ u all for being "there for me" (wherever you are )