It's been over a year since I dated or had feelings for my sons father and the other night while sleep talking tending to our one month old at three in the morning with little sleep I called out his name I literally just said his name with no emotion just sit out his name loud and my husband was staring like right at me I feel like a piece of shit and don't have an exclamation as to why I did I think my subconscious is trying to work out something and with little sleep it didn't help lately my mind has been so wrapped is not even funny