Haven't been on here for a few days. Been super stressed and up to my eye balls in college work as well as being quite ill.
Still not 100%, me and my partner have had the devastating news of a miscarriage. It would have been a couple of weeks ago, but in all honesty we didn't even notice. I suffered severe bleeding and extreme stomach cramps, but because I've got on going problems with my belly, we didn't think anything of it. Yesterday I had an ultrasound scan booked to check my liver function, and my kidneys etc etc, and the the lady found an empty sac.
People may say I'm stupid or pathetic for letting it get to me because I didn't even realise I was pregnant, which in all fairness probably makes it easier - but it's still knowing that I had a life waiting to grow inside of me to be another son or a daughter, and now they're gone. Just like that. It's heartbreaking. Devastating. I will cherish this moment, because life is precious - and you never know what is round the corner.
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We're all here for you hun ♥ and it's good to talk about it. Your little boy and your fabby other half will help you through this coz you are the strongest person I know! It should get to you just like it would if you found out first and then lost the baby your only human at the end of the day and you have feelings! One day before you know it your shining rainbow baby will be here and your Angel baby will look down on you all and make sure life is good ! 😇 now keep your chin up coz remember he or she is not alone up there either they have all the family and friends you've ever lost looking after them till your ready when your grey and old to meet them again :)
Can't imagine going through something so awful 😔 sending love your way, I doubt anyone will judge/ think your pathetic! If they do they're just scum! X
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
How are your men while TTC?
My DH told me about 6 months ago that he had changed his mind and didn't want anymore kids. I was so heartbroken and devastated but I just went on with life trying to accept it. Even though I didn't bring it up again, I am pretty sure he could tell how his decision affected me and how sad I was about it.
My son, Adrian, was born a stillborn at 18 weeks and 5 days on May 19th, 2015 at 5:40 pm. It was the most beautiful, life changing moment of my life and his memory lives on with me and my loved ones. It's been the most devastating 48 hours of my life but I thank God for blessing me with his life. I'm officially the mother of an angel and I can't wait to see you again.
Rest in peace, my beautiful baby boy.
What would you do? - baby shower
SO my mom has been very negative about the baby my entire pregnancy. Especially in the beginning, she said the most HORRIBLE things about me, my DH and my unborn baby. Like that I was making a big mistake, that I was making her 2015 the worst year ever... etc etc. Even when she would do nice things she made me feel like I was a HUGE inconvenience and a burden to her. She told me to definitely NOT expect a shower or anything like that from her. Fine, whatever...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Aweh!! Beaut!! Never!! I'm so sorry!! I'm always here if you ever need me or need a text babe!!! Your strong you and boyd will pull through this I know you will lovely! Loves you girl!!@chloo.nx, xxxxx